嚴雨田  1944.3.19. - 2013.12.23
            2013.9.16 1966


雨田兄在本月11日才奮力全部完成的回憶錄中英文稿；23日晨他便走了。同學可由下 download。

英文本：

(English Ed. Download)

12月17日英文版《他為我留住最後一口氣》("He Held His Last Breath for Me")在Amazon發行；
 
The English version of the memoir is made available in terms of a eBook; which can be read by
Amazon's Kindle readers (free):

Reader for PC: http://www.amazon.com/gp/feature.html?docId=1000493771

(For those who use iPad, iPod, or iPhone, the free Kindle reader is also available from Apple's App Store.


中文本：
 《嚴雨田回憶錄》
   (Chinese Ed. Download)

中文本 pdf 115頁。 2014.1.2 祝開景 序。 
嚴雨田追思會:
 
時間：2014年1月11日（週六）14:00 pm
地點：財團法人台北市中華基督教 藝人之家
地址：11063台北市信義區松隆路102號13樓
追思會程序單
悼念文：
   David Allan － Eulogy at the Memorial Service 
  嚴力山 － 《從恐懼到平安,一段遺漏的回憶錄》
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From: 龍 偉業 
Sent: Saturday, January 11, 2014 8:15 PM
To: NTUEE66@yahoogroups.com 
Cc: Forceman Yen ; Peter 趙寄蓉 Chao ; David Allan 
Subject: RE: [NTUEE66] 嚴雨田追思會、回憶錄 Rainfield's Memorial

多數在台同學都親身參加了嚴雨田同學的追思會; 何友蘭, 賈玉輝, 伍道沅, 詹益光, 謝樂, 鄭守成, 和我. 那是一場莊嚴又溫馨的追思會, 
每一位發言者都對我們這位才華橫溢, 特立獨行的同學道出他們得尊敬和懷念.
 
"洒家"雖然離開人世, 但是他會永遠活在我們心中!

龍偉業
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From: Steve Chen 
Sent: Saturday, January 11, 2014 11:47 AM
To: NTUEE66@yahoogroups.com 
Cc: Peter 趙寄蓉 Chao ; Lo Hsieh 
Subject: Re: [NTUEE66] 嚴雨田追思會, 回憶錄

Dear all classmate,
 
Hope 雨田 is with God and at peace now! And appreciate a lot for the work of 开景，谢乐等。

I am currently participating in the support for advanced biomedical research in personalized medicine, 
early cancer detection, and pervasive clinical trials data collection and massive data mining for 
discovery of Gene-based non-invasive cancer therapy.

Wish we will have some good progress in this critical area soon to improve human health and quality of 
life dramatically.

Best,
Steve
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From: Lo Hsieh 
To: "NTUEE66@yahoogroups.com"  
Cc: Peter 趙寄蓉 Chao ; Lo Hsieh  
Sent: Saturday, January 11, 2014 7:50 PM
Subject: Re: [NTUEE66] 嚴雨田追思會, 回憶錄
  
我剛從嚴玉田的追思禮拜回來,在此跟不及來參加的老同學簡單報導.

追思禮拜在台北信義區的藝人之家舉行,約兩百個座位坐滿了親朋好友.電機系的老同學來了
詹益光,伍道沅,龍偉業,鄭守成,何友蘭和我.教會禮堂前面擺放了鮮花花圈和照片,清新肅穆,
還有幻燈陸續投影嚴雨田中學和以後他和親友的生活旅遊照片.禮拜過程有牧師禱告,讀經,
親友致詞,詩班和一同唱詩.同學好友趙寄蓉生動的描述雨田中學時代才藝表現,多彩生命和跟
癌症奮鬥以及堅毅完成回憶錄的過程.摯友David Allan(他協助編輯和出版回憶錄英文書)
也在熱淚揮灑中敘訴與雨田的友誼,他誠懇特立的個性,和對人生獨有的態度和哲學,並引述
聖經的人物故事相印.雨田大弟力山隔洋送來的錄音,娓娓道來追思兄弟手足一生的真情和雨田
對宗教尋覓的長久過程,終於在最後的時日親友的愛護交心之下接受神的愛,而能面對死亡
不再畏懼,平靜釋放我執,在眾多親友的關懷中離開.他表達深誠感謝親友的支持愛心,最後
雨田兒子對父親感性的佩服感恩和大聲中文唸出雨田最後對兒子口述向親朋好友的感恩及
平和離世歸天的心境尤為感人!

中文回憶錄也在趙寄蓉大力幫助下印出了100本,內有好友同學李光焘,祝開景和鄭志良的序
文,禮拜結束後當場發送完畢.

雨田去世前一天我跟趙寄蓉去安寧病房看他.那時他已經虛弱得不能開口說,我們跟他說話,
趙寄蓉告訴他英文回憶錄已經出版發售了,中文版他也會立即付印分送親友,他聽了很高興,
似乎想說什麼,寄蓉問他是否想對親友說感謝,他閉著眼微微點頭.看得出他心中是滿足平靜
的.來了一位年輕的護士,那裏的護士醫生都看過雨田的回憶錄,感動於他跟癌症的多年奮鬥
不懈,更因對他的人生了解而產生了感情,知道他隨時會離世,一面幫雨田按摩減痛,還問他
”嚴爺爺,我愛你,可不可以抱抱你”,雨田閉著眼點點頭,護士抱抱他,也要雨田兒子過來抱他,
我也同時摸摸他.雨田雖然受了許多身體病痛,但是充滿福報的在許多人的關愛下度過臨終的時刻.
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From: Paul Hua 
Sent: Friday, January 10, 2014 11:22 PM
To: NTUEE66@yahoogroups.com 
Subject: Re: [NTUEE66] 嚴雨田追思會, 回憶錄

開景兄長;
非常謝謝你一直為同學們熱心服務,聯絡.
我剛讀完 雨田學兄中文回憶錄第一章, 心中感慨萬千, 真希望我現在在 台灣 與他 的親友
一同記念他.
在我印象中他是一位 勇敢, 堅強, 不虛假, 為真理不斷追求的老同 學.
雨田兄己離開 我們 了, 當年在台大的歡樂熱鬧只留在腦海中.

我引用聖經最感動人的一個應許安慰雨田兄的家人與親友;
啟示錄廾一章:
, 
3 我 聽 見 有 大 聲 音 從 寶 座 出 來 說 ： 看 哪 ， 神 的 帳 幕 在 人 間 。 他 要 與 人 同 住 ， 
  他 們 要 作 他 的 子 民 。 神 要 親 自 與 他 們 同 在 ， 作 他 們 的 神 。
4 神 要 擦 去 他 們 一 切 的 眼 淚 ； 不 再 有 死 亡 ， 也 不 再 有 悲 哀 、 哭 號 、 疼 痛 ，
   因 為 以 前 的 事 都 過 去 了 。
5 坐 寶 座 的 說 ： 看 哪 ， 我 將 一 切 都 更 新 了 ！ 又 說 ： 你 要 寫 上 ； 因 這 些 話 
  是 可 信 的 ， 是 真 實 的 。

許信 敬上 元月十於溫哥華
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From: Kai-ching Chu 
Sent: Sunday, December 22, 2013 2:20 PM
To: NTUEE66@yahoogroups.com 
Cc: 李崇智  王定一  寇紹穎  梁衍封  馬冀申  張佈芬  曹建華  陳正弘  陳重慶  何振耀  蕭宗陽  李世蛟  黃廷華  高銘祿  陳英 
楊光宇  王君毅  王禹治  翁武忠  葉廉耀  張奎煥  鄭守成  何友蘭  詹益光  賈玉輝  梁耕三  潘士華  邱忠潔;
 
Subject: [NTUEE66] 嚴雨田走了！

各位老同學，
 
嚴雨田走了！
經過四年多的與胰臟癌奮戰，今早台北時間12月23日12:20 am，他由台北榮總終於離開我們走了！
他對生命的熱愛，理想的執著，面對困境之不屈不饒；直至最後他還堅持完成了他的回憶錄。
他留給我們的是無限的崇敬與懷念。
 
謹告
 
祝開景
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From: robert wang 
Sent: Saturday, January 04, 2014 5:08 PM
To: Kai-ching Chu 
Subject: Re: 嚴雨田追悼會 － 2014.1.11下午

It is a shock to hear such a talented classmate and friend passing. Our deepest sorrow and sympathy to Rainfield family. 
May his soul rest in peace.

Robert Wang (王君毅)
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From: bing chang 
Sent: Wednesday, December 25, 2013 10:22 AM
To: NTUEE66@yahoogroups.com 
Cc: drmallan@gmail.com 
Subject: Fw: [NTUEE66] 嚴雨田走了！ Download 他的回憶錄

Hi, 開景,
In memory of Rainfield, I wrote a poem below to share with our classmates:

A Burning Soul
(In memory of Rainfield)
Bing Chang

Life was the plateau of the rock beyond the chasm.
He Jumped at it.
Life was the sharp turn on a high-speed motor cycle.
He dared it.
Life was the testing of boundary.
He poked it.
Life was the exploration of sensuous joy.
He indulged it. 
Life was the cynicism of hypocrisy.
He detested it.
Life was the dream of relentless pursuits.
He dreamt it.
Life was the achievement of learning.
He earned it.
Life was the acquiring of erudition.
He scored it.
Life was the fighting of illness.
He journeyed it.
Life was the deciphering of enigma.
He reasoned it.
Life was life.
He faced it.

Regards, Bing Chang

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From: Jingit Chivapansi 
Sent: Wednesday, December 25, 2013 7:04 AM
To: Forceman Yen 
Cc:
Subject: Re: 嚴雨田走了！

但願雨田兄永遠安心長眠

丘忠潔
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On Mon, Dec 23, 2013 at 8:30 AM, Forceman Yen  wrote:

Thank you, Kai-Ching, for informing all Rainfield’s classmates.
Although I am expecting it, I am still sad to see him leave.
He is a special person, hope he can leave us all some memories.

Forceman Yen

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From: Sharon 
Sent: Monday, December 23, 2013 5:56 PM
To: Kingsman Yen 
Cc: SH Liao ; Forceman Yen ; May Lin ; Allan David ; Julie Opp ; seigfo yen ; Angela Maeda ; Thomas Chen ; ... 
Subject: Re: We all miss Rainfield

他走的前一天，隔着電話我告訴他我已經看完了並會告訴我先生也下載下來，他雖然當時戴着氧氣罩但他還努力的回應我「好」，
我可以感覺到他對我們看他生前寫的his last breath這事是多麼的在乎，我知道他如果知道我們都有看也算是繼續記念他的
方式，以他的個性我知道他一定是會很高興的。這4年多以來自從他生病後，他常常提到他很害怕死亡，每天活在提心吊膽中害怕
那一天的到來，但2周前，我上台北去看他時他已跟我說他對死亡已經不害怕了並且希望早點解脫因為身體拖着下去他只剩下辛苦
更辛苦。能夠在走前說出這樣的話並勇敢的面對和接受也算是上帝給他的福氣。所以我相信他走的時是很安詳的。想到我還是不禁
的感到悲痛難過。我深深體會到失去親人是最悲痛的事，我相信此刻希格的心情也是。希望我弟弟也可以得到大家的安慰。我求神
帶領嚴爸讓他安息一路好走，rest In peace並回到神的旁邊，過着如神仙般生活。

奉主耶穌的名像天上的神祈求，may ever know pray for him: Please have Rainfield rest in peace and already 
meet God in heaven 阿門！

在此也謝謝各位陪伴他的叔叔和書漢。Rainfield is not alone , 他比擁有家人的人還擁有的更多。I will forever 
miss him and memory him in my heart. 

Sharon
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Kingsman Yen  於 2013/12/23 上午10:51 寫道：

We all appreciate that 書漢 and Seigfo were close by his side for that moment.  Rainfield had 
always been afraid that he would be alone at the end.  But in his final days, he was showered 
with so many caring friends around him.  He must have been resting in peace feeling the love 
all around. 

We, the siblings of Rainfield, could not have made it through without all of your support 
throughout the whole journey where many of the encounters with Rainfield were honestly quite 
depressing.  Your understanding and lasting support demonstrated the meaning of true friends.

Peaceful with appreciations,

Kingsman
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From: Derek 
Sent: Monday, December 23, 2013 12:13 AM
To: NTUEE66@yahoogroups.com 
Cc: 
Subject: Re: [NTUEE66] 嚴雨田走了！

It is sad that we lost another great old classmate. Wish God's mercy is upon his family and let him rest peacefully in His hand.

Derek Yiu（姚思游）
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From: Angela Maeda 
Sent: Sunday, December 22, 2013 5:27 PM
To: 
Cc:  
Subject: Re: The Current Status of Rainfield

I have the same feelings…there is a deep sadness with the loss of Rainfield- one of a kind who leaves his unique mark on all 
who crossed his path. 

Thank you again, to all of you, who were our hands, feet, voices of comfort and warm faces to Rainfield, for those of us who 
have been too far away.   I want to say again, how honored I feel to have been a part of this thread, this group of carers of Rainfield.  Thank you for being there for my uncle, and for demonstrating to him, in so many different ways, that he was a man who was loved.

-- 
Angela Maeda, MAC
New Leaf 
a counseling practice
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On Dec 22, 2013, at 5:16 PM, 龍偉業 wrote:

Thank you for advising me the sad news, although we all know that a matter of time. Nonetheless, I still have a heartfelt 
pain knowing one of my dear friends passed away. May God be with him along the way.
 
Wei-Yeh

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From: Johnny Cheng 
Sent: Sunday, December 22, 2013 10:35 PM
To: David Allan 
Cc:
Subject: He will be missed

Dear all,

It was sad to hear the passing of Rainfield. One day in November I assured him that God would give him enough time to finish his 
memoir and God did keep His promise. And it was incredible that Rainfield also honored his end of the bargain. When final day came 
near him, he accepted it with peace. I have no doubt that he is with God in heaven now.

What a talented guy Rainfield was! He was also an inspiring professor,  a loving family member, a great friend to have, and an 
incredible writer as he showed us in his beautiful written memoir. He will be missed.

Johnny

P.s. Thank you David for making Rainfield's memoir available to all of us. Several of my friends are already touched by reading it. 

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From: David Allan 
Sent: Sunday, December 22, 2013 7:26 PM
To: Daniel Cheng 
Cc: 
Subject: Re: 回覆: Rainfield's memoir available for download

Hi Daniel,

I have attached the e-book file. Please forward it to anyone in Taiwan or elsewhere who you think would like to read it. People can 
open this file on any device by downloading a free Kindle viewer at the link below. 
http://www.amazon.com/gp/feature.html?docId=1000493771
If you have an iPad or iPhone, you can also install a free Kindle reader from the Apple App Store.

I received with sadness the news of Rainfield's passing, and I am thankful that he left behind this memoir as a record of his life, 
his family, and his friendships for everyone to remember him by.

The sun rises and the sun sets,
and hurries back to where it rises.
The wind blows to the south
and turns to the north;
round and round it goes,
ever returning on its course.
All streams flow into the sea,
yet the sea is never full.
To the place the streams come from,
there they return again.
Ecclesiastes 1:5-7

David 
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From: 伍道沅 
Sent: Sunday, December 22, 2013 8:16 PM
To: NTUEE66 ; yahoogroups ntuee66 
Subject: Re:[NTUEE66] Fwd: The Current Status of Rainfield 

Hi Classmates,

I had an opportunity to visit Rainfield at Veterans General on Nov.28 with 謝樂 and 趙寄蓉 .  Rainfield told us then he knew it's his last days. 
Yet he was very calm and peaceful.  As I mentioned to Lo and Peter afterwards, Rainfield is a brave and respectful man.  He did it his way, a 
many splendid way!  God bless him.

道沅  

----- Original Message -----
From: Lo 
To: yahoogroups ntuee66 
Sent: 2013/12/23 AM09:38
Subject: [NTUEE66] Fwd: The Current Status of Rainfield

I just learned that our beloved classmate 嚴雨田
has left us at 12:20 am today.
     Lo
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From: Augustin chin 
Sent: Sunday, December 22, 2013 11:19 PM
To: NTUEE66@yahoogroups.com 
Subject: Re: [NTUEE66] 嚴雨田走了！

It was a sad message. 

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On Sunday, December 22, 2013 11:14 PM, chu Peng  wrote:

Dear Kai-ching,

It's sad to hear Rainfield passed away earlier today. Our deepest condolence to him and his family. Wish him rest in peace at haven.

Chu-shun 彭楚淳 
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From: bing chang 
Sent: Sunday, December 22, 2013 6:58 PM
To: NTUEE66@yahoogroups.com 
Subject: Re: [NTUEE66] 嚴雨田走了！

It is so sad to hear the passing of a friend, an amazing man of intelligence having lived a full life of his passions and a resolute fighter.  
His memoir reflects his incredible literary skills.  It could be a script for a movie.  His corporal body is gone, but the great soul lives.

Bing Chang
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On Sunday, December 22, 2013 8:53 PM, Albert Chang  wrote:
  
昨天才把他回憶錄看完  
瀟洒 固執 疑惑  
來不及跟他討論了 

老同學們 多重視健康 也多聚聚吧

張建華
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2013/12/23 Martin Liu 
  
I felt privileged to see him a few months ago when he visited the Bay Area and heard him talking about his fight again the disease.  He was 
definitely a very courageous fighter.  May he rest in peace.

Martin
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From: Ayckwan 
Sent: Sunday, December 22, 2013 3:43 PM
To: NTUEE66@yahoogroups.com 
Cc: 
Subject: Re: [NTUEE66] 嚴雨田走了！

Dear KC,

Thank you.
It is very sad to hear this news on someone who was very close to us. 

May Rainfield rest in peace and in a better place in heaven.

Allen, 關潤錚
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-----Original Message-----
From: Wen Ko 
To: NTUEE66 
Cc: 
Sent: Sun, Dec 22, 2013 3:32 pm
Subject: Re: [NTUEE66] 嚴雨田走了！

Dear KC:

Thanks for the timely messages. A courageous classmate willing to make an Alaskan cruise under such an uncertain health!  Another victim  
of pancreas cancer. Over the years we certainly have heard a lot of such illness!

Wen	
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廖書漢 From: SH Liao 
Sent: Sunday, December 22, 2013 1:19 PM
To:
Subject: RE: The Current Status of Rainfield
 
各位嚴雨田教授的親朋好友:
     嚴雨田教授慟於2013年12月23日凌晨十二點二十分病逝於榮總醫院 ，Seigfo(嚴希格,雨田子)隨侍在側，哀痛至極。願來生再續師生的緣份，嗚呼哀哉。
學生 廖書漢 敬上
                                                  
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Department of Electrical Engineering, Tamkang University
151,  Ying-Chuan Rd. Tamsui, Taipei county, Taiwan 25137, R.O.C.
Cell Phone : 0916388566
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25137 新北市淡水區英專路151號
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嚴力山 (雨田大弟) From: Forceman Yen 
Sent: Saturday, December 21, 2013 9:26 AM
To:
Cc: 
Subject: Re: The Current Status of Rainfield
 
Tom,
Thank you for all the timely and insight report, reading your email is as if we were there in person. 
Knowing Rainfield’s condition, I called him last night, he could not talk, but Macy was able to put the phone 
on his ear for me to tell him good bye.
Again, thanks for your timely information. We would not know much without you. 
 
Forceman Yen

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錢安平: Date: Sat, 21 Dec 2013 13:31:38 +0800
From: tomchien@ms13.hinet.net
To:
CC:
Subject: The Current Status of Rainfield

Dear All:
 
Left the hospice ward at the Veteran General Hospital at 11:30 a.m. this morning, the 21st.  Bedies Seigfo, Peter Chao and Loh 
Hsieh were also there.
 
Since last night, oxygen has been used to ease his breath.  He is very weak, but, still tried his very best to open his eyes to 
greet us.  We checked with the nurses and were advised that, based on their experience, the moment could be as soon as this 
weekend that Rainfield would bid his farewell to all of us.  Having talked with Seigfo, I believe that the next message would 
be coming from him.
 
I checked with Seigfo to make sure that Rainfield is aware of the fact that the book had already been published on-line.  When 
I talked with Rainfield, before I left his ward this morning, I mentioned that the book had already been published and I could 
see his sense of accomplishment through a little grin on his face.
 
Knowing his long fight against an extremely vicious cancer, all doctors and nurses at the hospice ward are taking good care of 
him with love and tender care.  While we were there, one of the nurses gave him a tender hug with tears in her eyes.  We could 
all see that Rainfield changed his facial expression from a slightly painful look into a very relaxed and fatherly one.  Those 
nurses all address Rainfield as Grandpa.
 
You may all be assured that Rainfield feels very much at peace with himself now.
 
Cordial regards,
Tom